+ + + + + reminisiced at 10:46 memories... |

okay. wows. evil's pop entry made me cry.
sound so dumb lorx. _{but just realised
i really cun have the thought of
seeing the sec 4s go....though i may
not be close to many of them..}

+ + + + + reminisiced at 09:54 memories... |

oh yah... so proud of myself.
din spend alot of $$ on food.
just $2.10 [[LARGE mountain dew]]
$1.50 [[IKEA hotdog + iced coffee
(((evil's + mine's specials)))
$1.00 [[ice-cream]]

really amazin...at least for me lorx.
since 11pm till jus now 8++pm!!!

hees. i tink i startin to reali crap on my blog.
duno. tonite's [[finally]] the nite i can do what
i wan...other den rushin some toopid proj.
hees.. today was relatively wierdy.
lyk ... haha.. .the atmosphere chart was
so graphy. like some speed-time graph lydat
so ..... curvy. *okies* i am crappin!!!

hmmx. i really have to do this >>>


i dun haf autograph book!!!

howx? hope the sec 4s will find time to
write in, deco nicely even if i give them
late...

hmmx. lame. first time ireallli listen to
all the songs on my comp. and some
damn corny can?!

suddenly this destiny's child song
got some 911 incident thing.
Or is it some meant to be wans arrs>
sounds abit too coordinated to be larx.>
but devotions?! related mehs.>>

ok. haix. dunno what to reali start
1st for the xu prezie>
realised will be qt buzy.
hees. still got assem item script to
write>hope we'll have brite minds
on mon..and tt reminds me.. better
tell "mandy"~

hmmx. have decided, its jus specially
mixed. shld i mix a medley?! hmmx
but of what lehs..

sure ponder ...

(((ponderin..but due to confidential + censored
constraints; there is NO way u will be able to view
this text till as and when u receive it)))

***crAPz>~
its been long since i felt so so crappy~

+ + + + + reminisiced at 09:39 memories... |

nothing beats having a cold, refreshing bath~!!!
^{***why mus color be color?!}

hees. so nice bathing! now my hair is silky+soft.
used the correct conditioner. hees. jus realised
that the reason why my hair was so broken + awful
was bcoz i had been using the 'spilt' hair conditioner
for my mum's hair. bleahx. okies. i admit it was crap.

hmmx.
ke ce stuffs done!
yeah. so sad lorx. the mail din get thru everyone
of them. and that moy ² arrx.
keep says tt i dunwan to sign her gbk lorx. **hmpfs***


and i am in love .... with huahui

+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:25 memories... |

deadbeat*

but hey! it was rather FUN!
well...at least for the middle part of the day.

was so sucky in the morn lorx...rushin thru the cl proj
...like face the comp for so long at chinese text.
den cutting + pastin to cover the typo. arrx.
mum was damn pissed with me.
but i handed in liaox!!!
and i was late for the meet9.
like a whole half an hour.
and then tt toopid woman in the end went for training can?!
saw her on the way to school.
kaoz. so pissed. made me rush here + there.
haix.

relatively tired nows.
guess the other's too.
hmmx. hope things wld be going out
well...

so mad can. supposed to meet at 10.30am,
we went anchorpt,
den ikea,
den outside heerens
[[to HELP sell tix]]
den heerens,
den that mandarin hotel
for pop. den finally !!!
home!

hees. so proud of myself.
managed to help them sell ard 17+ red cross draw
tickets that cost $2 each in ard 15 mins.
thats like $34+ for charity in just an
quarter of an hour!!! =] !!!
dey say i got nan ren yuan ...hees
really mehs. heex. hmmx. hafta do cip soon.
need > hours. if only jus now was counted mans.
hees. helped xm, sook + shijie sell.
bleahx.

met xm, hf, rj, col, mj in the late morn
den went abt + hees.
xm+mj left 4 eir cip
den we went ikea
and saw some wonderful stuffs
those things made us look like
big idiots. but thank god rj wuz
smart, we made use of the shopper's bags.
hees...

den later went anchorpt again b4
going to mrt. we were having fun lorx!
all giggling + laughter ...though weariness
were etched on our faces

den we went outside heerens,
stayed for a while to help the cip-goers
den ltr went to heerens + annex.
me + hf got notebk , autograph bk respectivelt.
BUT arrx,
i still need an autograph book!!!

den ltr. we all came together den spreaded
wadeva we had...

met jm + yixin at heerens. den settled som
stuffs =] she wuz
damn mean to lorx. arrx. so fierce. kaoz. lik
its one of her swings again. + as if there wuz any
prob. really hate tt side of her!!! but she wuz
"ok" larx. den somehow she became pissed
with me lorx. i duno why. and i din noe initally
till sumone told me. and it realli still leaves
me ponderin. but as the rest wuz saying,
there isn't anything wrong.... so shld i bother?
haix. jus hope she wun stay so ____ if not ...
yi hou de ri zi zhen meh gup? haix.
duno... she has always been zhen dui-ing wo.
since s1? den ltr she stopped + she's starting to.
even screamed at the poor hf canx. haix. hope
everi1 wun be affected. =)

and hmmx. ammz made me feel flattered in the midst
of the day "u knoe i'm really very proud of u..." + ((more))
heex. btw, i am also very proud of ammz! and to be in huahui!
hees.

yah. haha. hopefully we will have
things going our way. *hopefully*
got 'beach' outing on mon. hope wld be
fun. and .... _{25 jie ppl.}i tink ilu guyz! c"*)

+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:15 memories... |

+ + + + + reminisiced at 17:38 memories... |

angst.
why forth are thy so ... urghs

+ + + + + reminisiced at 17:34 memories... |

*ѹÁ¦?! wad kinda proj was that mans...

+urghs+ chew yan + huishan came
to my house just nows. the poor chew yan left not
long ago only, all alone den something happened to
her (((bad...i presume...but will only know on mon)))
hees. and the worse part is..its not completed YET +
got to go school just to hand it in lorx. arrx.

tml will be our first outing together.
hopefully we wun b as messy as when we were during
the meetings. haha. even had the rule of raising up hands
lorx. ^lame. okies. supposed to do some
stuffs today. hope will be able to complete~+ tml's outing
sucessful!!! oopx. and i seriously need a notebook + autograph
book.*shall ask from my parents ltr. but will they?! yikes.

and hmmz. *so happy* today's maths test was qt fun. qt ez lorxx.
but somehow my answers all like seem so different from the rest
lehs. urghs. just hope its not done badly den can liaox.

the meet today was relatively lame. but qt fun thru its seriousness.
qt ez to xiang chu coz part of us are from the same clinque?
really hope to get to know the others more. but...haix. dunno why
still got this feeling of emptiness. like _{isn't it what i wanted?}
haix.arrx~den...really not used to the term_lishi.
like the white batch is still the people incharged.
cld see that ppl were still sufferin frm post-lx...hope they
are feeling better liaox. * + ying was
sayin sumthing lyk she was
scared tt we wld be like driftin away frm them.
or maybe even turn dao.reassured her tt we will try out best liaoxx.
hope we will. heard some terrible confessions. hope they weren't
exactly true. haix. if not ***tsk tsk***.
not exactly looking forward to the national day week.
its when the nation celebrates as a whole. but isn't it when we start
preparing for farewell?! 3 yrs had just gone by. just like that.
the ones that are the dearest seniors to us gonna be gone. the red
batch's gonna be the eldest soon.
that sch holiday to come wld be such a drag. _{cun imagine that
'we' are gonna take over the CCA we all have worked for to bring
about its best.}realli hope everything will turn out fine +
that tml will act as some form of destress
away from spas projects, plannings....etc.
++++++++++++++
lalalalaz.

+ + + + + reminisiced at 07:26 memories... |

+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:51 memories... |

woas. jus reached home, had dinner +
here i am...blogging away. feeling quite relatively
happy, perharps more on the excited side. today's
events jus seemed to flash past me jus like thar....

i bet my geog paper
will suck lorx. like it was only till the last minute..when
we were supposed to finish off the last sentence that
then i realized i misinterpreted the questions wrongly.
*aRRx*. that's like 16 marks out of a 25 mark paper?!
and i realised my ans were perharps too vague...just hope
that i wun be penalised too heavily lorx. its like this test
today was a relatively easy one?! i mean...look at the
amount of text we had to study...*and. hmmx. there's really
one thing bad about being the only class taking pure geog
in the WHOLE upper sec lorx. the sec 3s were enjoying themselves
yesterday + we were the only people who were like mugging
away?! *bleahs* den forget to bring textbook also cun
borrow from anyone. worse still..the teacher's ms tan _{shu wei},
who sometimes speed like some bullet train in japan?!

yah...den suffered a headache from then lorx. sheesh. was
gone during huahui + its coming back. like now?! arrx. how to
pract maths?!!!! hmmx. then aft school. ying ying + i suppose
to do a list of things b4 going for huahui. like bathing? asking
mrs tan questns {[in my case was jus looking at them solv9
the solutions?!]]? and in the end we din bath. was really freaked
out by ying ying + wan lin dey all... they like pract every single sum
on the emaths rext? and the questions they ask...cun even comprehend
lorx. like ARRX. how am i gonna do tml? really scared it will be
that kind of cases whereby i just stare at the questions + pray in
hoping that i had studied long before hand. but. urghs.
maths?!! like used to score very well lorx. will there be enuff
time later?! hmmx. cun haf the heart to do now..._{coz like i'll end up
summing up my thoughts + getting my brain/mind to shuddup. and
get pissed with myself. whatsoever. blogg....}

+++ wows. my dad kena pissed now. dunno why also. he's prob
mad + thinking that i sneaked off to shop + ended home so late lorx.
[[again]] my sisters again. +urghs+ they r [[frankly]] must say
is qt disastrous. have like no idea where she'll end up nex yr...
he's probably staring at me using the comp now lorx. freak.
do i seem to him that i really have no self-control? +++

today's huahui was an activity that no one really look forward to.
the stepping down of the comm members. the results are out liaox.
as the chinese saying... [[idiom?!]] goes you ren huan xi, you
ren chou...yah. wun say i wasn't happy larx. is whats. and really
is. but yah. got tears today + everything. it was qt a depressing sight
then but like moy had said...[[ehs..cun remember exactly what]] but
something like every yr's lin xuan will have this kinda zhang mian
ones..sorta inevitable haix. but. really was a pity for some people.
but i sincerely believe that they will soon put in their best for huahui!\
--->---> hope they will really do...!!! ===>===>===

had meeting aft the thing. was so long lorx...but no complains about it.
was rather fun. din noe time was passing so fast. but it made me
forget about my emaths test. momentarily. took down stuffs. tt toopid
xm larx. haha. dun wan to help me. then keep pitying me?! [[[bish lorx]]]
haha. hmmx. realised that this wurld, society is really quite crude.
_{confirmed some doubts through the meeting larx.} *qt sad* this reality.
but. since we all chose (((perharps we din. we were forced to))) to be
humans + live in the realistic era. i guess we just would to accept the
crude world lorx...whatever it takes. haix. wun the society be even worse
for us out there?!

hmmx. hope this comm would be close as one. haha. at leat it sumhow
brings back seasons together. jus heard from rj that
people actually thought that we had spilt lorx. like sort of 'disbanded'?
theorotically speaking we hadn't. our 'clinque' name was stilll there. but
okies. ((i admit)) the feeling that existed between us was long gone.
but yarh. hope we can be closer agains. + maybe no internal clinquees?
_{and yepx.xm + i can go relish our dreams that we tokked off liaox}
and...remember what evil said.
about us getting into comm. she wants us to get. and yet dunwan. for
fear of us drifting apart. like the only reason why we kept close coz
we were from 2 unirty. apart from jm larx. den now...yah. but i dun
think that will happen. c"*)

hmmx. -hees- just transplanted a huge chunk of thoughts here.
been 20 mins. oopx.i think i really addicted to bloggin. sheesh.
must find rehabilitation centre soon. arrghs. still got compre to do
can?! bleahs. think i shld siam soon. looking forward to tml's meeting.
shld b fun?! ((and)))
hmmx. and doing cl proj aft sch. hopefully all of us then wun
suffer from low-brain activity resolution's anti-climax point. and aRRx.
meaning i or someone wil have to go school on saturday? sure end up
no one want one lorx. freak. arrx. hope tml's proj doing will be fun despite
their seriousness **{{{shivers}}}***.

off to mug.

if u see me online. ask me off k!
+++ love u ppl +++

+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:37 memories... |

+ + + + + reminisiced at 02:48 memories... |

haix. whatever. realli miss the good ol' days
in primary school and those days b4 schooling...the
purity of the people around..[at least what i thought so]...
the no-worries..carefree...days!

arrx. but thats not the point...
////
really very VERY dissapointed
with someone whom i thought that we could become really
good friends.
maybe she changed...or maybe i did.
perharps its just stress + her commitment...competition.

but isn't that what EVERYONE faces?!
cun stand it lorx. if u can't make promises without breaking them,
then can you please don't make?
can you just stop it with the "wu shi bu deng san bao dian" thingy?
its not a very good feeling knowing that one you treat as a true friend
actually turns out to just use u...|||
i miss the times when you were u.
like yah...now i think you...suck
so what if we had totally different tastes...
we clinqued really well then...but
what happened to u?
all that responsible...trustworthiness virtues you had,
just seem to fade away...just like that?
all that shimmers is sure to fade mans.
but...can the real you like come back soon?
really miss the times when you were u.

//////

+ + + + + reminisiced at 02:04 memories... |

nostalgic*

+ + + + + reminisiced at 01:52 memories... |

Tuesday, July 23

blogs are seriously addictive

i have like nothing in mind to say...
just momentarily kee[ping my fingers crossed
and waiting for my cd to be burnt.
really hope my parents wouldn't suddenly
wake up. finally its loading into 83%...
wonder how long more...*yawns* sheesh din
study geog yet. i hear noises. better scram.

+ + + + + reminisiced at 09:53 memories... |

its been so long since i last wrote the previous blog..
and guess what the songs are takin so so long!
my mum's damn pissed with me for turning into bed...

arrx.and i carn do anything in the morn...i mean
the 5/6+ times...my eyelids forever so heavy,
no matter what time i sleep...
bish. KaZaA hurry up kies.

wonder how evil, xm dey all are.
maybe i was damn bad today.
not supposed 2 b _pissed at them.
zheng meh shuo te men ye shi heng chan.
zhi you wo jin tian mei you you yu de yi tian...
hope evil finds out tt spas flower-sender...


hope ming tian hui heng hao... for all ...

+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:28 memories... |

realli cun resist the temptation to blog.
so addictive can?!
bleahx. just now at the lib was so damn horrid...
forgot to delete the word file i saved my blog to incase the comp hung.
but thank god its now gone liaox.
went jogging round my neighbourhood jus now.
its a funny feeling. but hey. its really damn shuangx!
_{^imagine the fats i can lose...haha}
yahs. bleahs. okies... better go do what i really need to liaox.
d/l songs!!! but i have no idea what to... cRaPx~

+ + + + + reminisiced at 07:55 memories... |

okies. tuesday. kaoz. yesterday i slacked so so much lorx.
like got home, den blog blog blog.... [though its only one entry]
den made advancements into the prezzies to make [like only a
teeny weeny bit done] !!!!

sh*tz. supposed to be studying right now lorx. according to evil;
study grp today but yeah right what am i doing now? using the
comp. letting time just tick alway. just like that. i dun care. tomorrow
i shall siam straight home mans. must really study... i wan to score well
at least this time round? ok. made up my mind will go str8 home
hopefully later we will really do maths yeah.
just saw eo. haha.*grinz* was so happy over it. or maybe just feeling-less
[is there such a word?]. like she took the inititative to say hi. and so close
somemore. normally people would just yah...see u den just walk pass...
and *hahas* she wave till so big lors. i was just in a daze, as usual,
looking out for xm +_evil.
haix. school today was relatively fun. english lesson was well _{*ermx.
ok i have no idea what happened cause i really wasn't listening}...
not the single least bit*
but yesterday's el was really very nice...
just came to the coolin [air-conditioned!!] library, got a book and just sat at
the couch in the most comfortable, perharps even indecent...! was so nice..
those 2 peroids of yesterday. hmmx. will it ever occur??again?!
okies. today. back to today.
ooh. today i wuz feeling so runny. and somehow i guess even me this enthusiast
lost the enthuness in cheering for winners... even for eo. _or the gym gals yesterday.
haix. thats what the great chu ² hath done. to the entire cohort of the
school...
discussed assembly item during CME today. that zhang bu² damn
neh² lorx. we barely made noise..fines. we did make commotion but
it was when we really got high on the scriptwriting lorx. it was our fault to
be so noisy but can you at least not be that that mean?
hmmx. later was maths, as usual.. the guilty thing again.^timecheck
its like 4pm nows... and still haven got my ass off this seat. okies... BACK.
hmmx. yah.. maths was as usual just more chim stuffs.. really wonder how i am
gonna survive this friday. then was history + goodness we were late for like
15 minutes. mrs. _lily tan was nice, as usual, didn't bark at us
or what. hmmx.i want her as teacher for next year ...dunwan brenda tan
i noe thats mean but. *we aLL agree* simultaneously.
recess...ran 1 pathetic round. haix.
i want run more. but just couldn't find the people to... i realized i have
taken an interest to running. and the point is; i need+will only enjoy
when i am forced to run like 3 rounds. i seriously dun mind but its
times when either ME or the person i am running with dun have the
determination. but...come to think of it... NAPFTA's only like 2 wks
later...aiming for an A now. for 2.4km. but yah... i can run 3 rounds
without feeling like i am dead but...6 rounds? whatsmore i wasn't running
fast...could say i was pacing, but today even after the 3 rounds i was
still energetic. even felt like i could run more. perharps thats the only
pace to run at for NAPFTA.
hmmx. haven start doing my blocks yet. *yay* was complimented for
being creative. but i really hope no one copies my idea... at least for
any other farewell for whatever CCA...wld get pissed...duno
jus would make me feel so used.
den it was chinese after english. supposed to do so commentary essay
on the movie;[i not stupid] hmmx. due nex mon. woas. realised my
list of homework is really getting long. perharps too long. 4.30pm now
and haven touched maths. swear i am going to do my h/w n NOT
turn on the comp lorx
had lunch with xm+evil+shijie. goodness. i ate lorx! kaoz. for the 1st
time...and maybe more in the near future.. i felt extra. terribly extra
true..they were all 3p ppl..and coming to think of it..perharps that
rambly bit might come true someday, somehow. but i really hope it
wouldn't. perharps i shouldn't see them everyday...so somehow we'll just
miss each other yeah... haix. secrets secrets secrets. realised that as
i grew older... i haven much of secrets. except those that wrote in tiny
slips of paper...placed in rumage somewhere at home.
and realised probably i really dun haf much close friends in class..
i mean i got lots of friends that i would say i dun mind if i am just stuck
with them alone.its just whether they would be able to withstand it.
hmmz..still unsure of _jl's fwenship. so foreign yet so
familiar. hmmx. to _{cy, mich yeoh + huishan}
haix.hope to get to know you people soon. and hope THAT fwenship never fades....
anyway i love the quotes from the bottom...
and its all from the [Chicken Soup 's for the teenage soul]
okie...now i have no idea whether i will be taught maths. if
not i will really die. regret lors.

Strawberry: 50/100 Pear: 0/100 Banana: 30/100 Tomato: 45/100 Lemon: 10/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron!

+relationships+
"Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand.
Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on,
the sand trickles through your fingers.
You may hold on to some of it but most will be spillled.
A relationship is like that. Held loosely. with respect and freedom
for the other person, it is likely to remain intact but hold too tightly,
too possesively and the relationship slips away and is lost."

+nice+
"It's alright letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back."

+gifts+
"A friend is a gift you give yourself."

+((i_really_like_this!))+
"Hold a friend's hands through times of trial,
let her find love through a hug + a smile,
But also know when it is time to let go,
for each and everyone of us,
must learn to grow..."
---sharon a. heilbrunn

+ + + + + reminisiced at 01:39 memories... |

Monday, July 22

"We are told that talent creates its own opportunities.
But it sometimes seems that intense desire creates not only its own opportunities, but its own talents."

+ + + + + reminisiced at 05:44 memories... |

hmms jus went out evil. or rather juz came home. and *wOws* for the 1st time,
i dun feel drained the single least bit!!! *hhuRrAyZz* hmmx. i think i should stop
going out with evil, cause we pig out a lot a hell lot lorx. hahas.
we share so many _food interests! _{crepes+cream, sakae!!! ...crepes!}
spent _{so much}$$ together... [gosh! still owe her $$!!!] and yepx, hopefully that
crepes+cream people will want us...den we can earn and not seem like spoilt brats who
forever spend $$~

hmmx. today wasn't that bad a day. considering that my mood changed for the better after recess.
+ didn't mean to hit mich till she hurt lorx. cun blame. just that i m a violent freak...
bishi-bashi lovers are all like thar [look at eve.jy.moy]***no offence.hees. + hmmx.
guess she was damn pissed with me for that morn. +bleahx+ ^gives an innocent look^.
den lessons were as usual...just really hate the way _{ms tan} goes about
with her geog...yah maybe the class may just seem to care about only
taking down notes + not responding to you..but have U ever
wondered is it because we just dun understand or what? taking down a whole big
chunk of words isn't all that good for swallowing or digesting + we still have to face
that black face of yours? haix. really hope you would be in a
better temper mans. *that scream u made at the girl was horrendous* hmmx. somehow,
sometimes,on rare occasions,u do seem to be very nice ehs...
hmmx. as i said...i really tried doing my maths on the weekends, as i told mrs tan
i really didn't know how to do some questions + cun hand in... she gave me those
kind of pissed yet disappointing look... which really made me feel.... very bad...but
cun do anything about it. like serious: i really did try...but guess i am just too dumb.
hmmx.xubie's coming. got some materials ready liaox. but haven got the main
concept of what i really gonna do... hees. just hope that it will turn out nice. *wInkKzZz*

hmmz. yepsy.huishan's getting mad. haha. she + her newspaper collection for CIP..
and getting to know ying² liaox, though i have been sitting beside
[²; for the previous term] for qt a long while....like say 1 + > terms?
hmmx. collected my ic liaox. thinks its look nice! nicer than the pink ones... hees
and realized that not many classmates know of my nationality... and arrx. the
assembly item arrx. *headache* mans.got mental block then cun even think
of script...hmmz. think i can only edit + not write.... amanda also..with her piano exam
coming up. bleahx.

aRRx. just accidentally deleted a ringtone!!! whoeva sent that,
can send again?!

Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are

ooh. i am a sun... thats' ehs..the quiz's damn lame lors. #oopz#

+ + + + + reminisiced at 03:14 memories... |

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Sunday, July 21

take the color quiz!
.: my results :.
Your Actual Problem
Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for her personal accomplishments.

Your Desired Objective
Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics skillfully so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermining others' confidence in herself

Your Restrained Characteristics
Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.
Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.


Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

+ + + + + reminisiced at 07:53 memories... |

aye... changing my layout liaox...
thanx to jm! hmmx... keep feelig nostalgic... cun
move on... oh wells. hope school would be fun tomorrow...

+ + + + + reminisiced at 07:05 memories... |

good ness... my new neighbours who just moved in recently got their new KTV set.
and... thats good new for them but bad for me... hmmx. not commenting on anything
on their "nice" singing but can at least keep the volume low rights?

hmmz. its time i go back to work.
arrs! its that geog green revolution again... *sniffs* hope ms tan will go back into
physical geog agains... human geog is so... _human...

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+++ [kasey chambers][not pretty enough] +++

***Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do Icry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep I wake
I try hard not to break
I crave I love
I've waited long enough
I try as hard as Ican

***Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I laugh I feel
I make believe it's real
I fall I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope I stand
I take it like a man I try as hard as I can

***Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do Icry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

Why do you see
Why do you see
Why do you see right through me





i am schizotypal.... oh wells...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

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hmmx.. my sisters just came back + gosh
someone please tell her track shoes stink!!!

ooh...can even smell it through the blocked nose...
just told her! goodness... can still smell the whiff of it..
aRRx>!... and ***phew so much better now...


...hmms. was saying ... feel so achieved! managed to
sit through the noon doing h/w due long ago!...maybe dun reallie
deserve to be satisfied... got lotsa questions nv do =[ ... duno hows.
haix. must practise more liaos... hmms still got somemore h/w.
and got geog to study. bleahs. %concrete walls are boring!!!%
ehs. oooh... feel like playing badminton...but no one wanna play
w me...sisters too obsessed with bball liaox.
someone invent singles' badminton [really mean singles..as in like squash's]
can? so i can play all day... hees. ***

hmms... yeps. feel so much better after a bath + tokking to ying ²
+ jm on the phone. perharps its just time i hear sumone elses voice other than my
own + my _irritatingsisters + _childlike 'auntie's...blleahs
dinner's ready..shall go eat liaox. hope can continue doing work laters.
laters*

"All I ever needed is here, in my arms...."

Which Strange Little Girl would you be?

This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her a** off.

+ + + + + reminisiced at 05:05 memories... |

arrs. typed a whole chunk of stuffs + din turn out....
*sniffs*

+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:51 memories... |

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